{"id":1981,"date":"2021-12-30T00:20:40","date_gmt":"2021-12-30T08:20:40","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/www.theamericancrawl.com\/?p=1981"},"modified":"2021-12-30T00:35:44","modified_gmt":"2021-12-30T08:35:44","slug":"but-shes-asking-after-your-dreams-books-read-in-2021","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.theamericancrawl.com\/?p=1981","title":{"rendered":"&#8220;But she&#8217;s asking after your dreams&#8221;: Books Read in 2021"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><a title=\"Untitled\" href=\"https:\/\/www.flickr.com\/photos\/anterobot\/51786763736\/in\/dateposted\/\" data-flickr-embed=\"true\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" src=\"https:\/\/live.staticflickr.com\/65535\/51786763736_9557457b74_z.jpg\" alt=\"Untitled\" width=\"640\" height=\"190\" \/><\/a>As the picture above suggests, this was a hard year. A coffee spill in October washed away the bottom portion of my analog record keeping and there was a two-ish month period in the summer when this notebook just got lost in the chaos that was year two of global pandemic. You&#8217;ll notice an asterisk for this year\u2019s books &#8211; this post tallies the books I could account for with a system that wasn&#8217;t designed for the foibles of personal exhaustion or caffeinated catastrophe. In short, my reading and my record keeping of it were erratic. Here&#8217;s the closest to my annual rundown (here are my posts on books read in <a href=\"https:\/\/www.theamericancrawl.com\/?p=1860\">2020<\/a>, <a href=\"http:\/\/www.theamericancrawl.com\/?p=1753\">2019<\/a>,\u00a0<a href=\"http:\/\/www.theamericancrawl.com\/?p=1708\">2018<\/a>,\u00a0<a href=\"http:\/\/www.theamericancrawl.com\/?p=1660\">2017<\/a>,\u00a0<a href=\"http:\/\/www.theamericancrawl.com\/?p=1612\">2016<\/a>,\u00a0<a href=\"http:\/\/www.theamericancrawl.com\/?p=1573\">2015<\/a>,\u00a0<a href=\"http:\/\/www.theamericancrawl.com\/?p=1483\">2014<\/a>,\u00a0<a href=\"http:\/\/www.theamericancrawl.com\/?p=1317\">2013<\/a>,\u00a0<a href=\"http:\/\/www.theamericancrawl.com\/?p=1141\">2012<\/a>,\u00a0<a href=\"http:\/\/www.theamericancrawl.com\/?p=971\">2011<\/a>,\u00a0<a href=\"http:\/\/www.theamericancrawl.com\/?p=616\">2010<\/a>, and\u00a0<a href=\"http:\/\/www.theamericancrawl.com\/?p=450\">2009<\/a>):<\/p>\n<blockquote><p><strong>Books read in 2021: 136*<\/strong><br \/>\nComics and graphic novels included in reading total: 13<br \/>\nBooks of poetry included in reading total: 12<br \/>\nBooks reread included in reading total: 3<br \/>\nAcademic &amp; Education related books included in reading total: 16<br \/>\nYA and Junior Fiction books included in reading total: 4<br \/>\nUntitled new research project: 19<\/p><\/blockquote>\n<p>My favorite book of the year was Hanif Abdurraqib\u2019s <a href=\"https:\/\/www.penguinrandomhouse.com\/books\/592315\/a-little-devil-in-america-by-hanif-abdurraqib\/\"><em>A Little Devil in America<\/em><\/a>. Every essay in this book was a delight and I cannot recommend it enough.<\/p>\n<p>Ishiguro\u2019s <a href=\"https:\/\/www.penguinrandomhouse.com\/books\/653825\/klara-and-the-sun-by-kazuo-ishiguro\/\"><em>Klara and the Sun<\/em><\/a> and Natasha Brown\u2019s Assembly were the two (very different) literary fiction books that stayed with me for months after finishing them. I keep thinking about <em>Klara and the Sun<\/em> as a book about futility and climate change. <a href=\"https:\/\/www.littlebrown.com\/titles\/natasha-brown\/assembly\/9780316268264\/\"><em>Assembly<\/em><\/a> is a single-sitting novella that feels piercing and precise and deeply unsettling.<\/p>\n<p>I read a lot of really great poetry this year. Muriel Leung\u2019s <a href=\"https:\/\/nightboat.org\/book\/imagine-us-the-swarm\/\"><em>Imagine Us, The Swarm<\/em><\/a>\u00a0and Chen Chen\u2019s <a href=\"https:\/\/www.boaeditions.org\/products\/when-i-grow-up-i-want-to-be-a-list-of-further-possibilities\"><em>When I Grow Up I Want to Be a List of Further Possibilities<\/em><\/a> were two of my favorites. I also have been dipping into several collections I still haven\u2019t finished, like the massive <a href=\"https:\/\/www.coppercanyonpress.org\/books\/jim-harrison-complete-poems\/\">complete collection of Jim Harrison&#8217;s poetry<\/a> and the <a href=\"https:\/\/www.graywolfpress.org\/books\/such-color\">latest collection<\/a> from Tracy Smith &#8211; both are wonderful.<\/p>\n<p>The academic book that blew my thinking open this year was <em><a href=\"https:\/\/www.routledge.com\/Decolonial-Feminist-Research-Haunting-Rememory-and-Mothers\/Rhee\/p\/book\/9780367222345\">Decolonial Feminist Research: Haunting, Rememory and Mothers<\/a><\/em> by\u00a0 Jeong-eun Rhee. The book is dense and personal and centers \u201crememory\u201d from Toni Morrisson\u2019s <em>Beloved <\/em><em>as<\/em> method<em>.<\/em><\/p>\n<p>An accessible and loving text, Alexis Pauline Gumb\u2019s <em><a href=\"https:\/\/www.akpress.org\/undrowned.html\">Undrowned:<\/a> <a href=\"https:\/\/www.akpress.org\/undrowned.html\">Black Feminist Lessons from Marine Mammals<\/a><\/em> embodies the kind of radical imagination that gave me a little optimism in a pretty dreary year. I would continually bring this book up in as many conversations as possible. It took a nudge from a colleague to pick this up and I offer this same favor to you as well &#8211; you will not read another book like this one.<\/p>\n<p>Over the summer, I got into an argument about abolition with the gentleman giving me a tattoo. It was because I was holding Mariame Kaba\u2019s <a href=\"https:\/\/www.haymarketbooks.org\/books\/1664-we-do-this-til-we-free-us\"><em>We Do This &#8216;Til We Free Us<\/em><\/a>\u00a0and he asked me what the book was about. Maybe\u2019s that an endorsement?<\/p>\n<p>There&#8217;s a\u00a0<em>new<\/em> research project I&#8217;m not ready to talk about yet but the reading for that project has gone in a ton of wild directions. Harsha Walia&#8217;s <a href=\"https:\/\/www.akpress.org\/border-and-rule.html\"><em>Border &amp; Rule<\/em><\/a> and Emily Ratajkowski&#8217;s\u00a0<a href=\"https:\/\/us.macmillan.com\/books\/9781250817860\/mybody\"><em>My Body<\/em><\/a> are both part of this work and (in very different ways) books I appreciated sitting with.<\/p>\n<p>Music wise &#8230; Okay so, I&#8217;ve been writing\/making books for my kids about the lives of notable women of color. Some are family members\/people in their lives but some are about people like <a href=\"https:\/\/en.wikipedia.org\/wiki\/Ellen_Ochoa\">Ellen Ochoa<\/a> and <a href=\"https:\/\/en.wikipedia.org\/wiki\/Aurora_Castillo\">Aurora Castillo<\/a>. Making these books&#8211;the writing, the gluing, the <em>engineering<\/em> sometimes&#8211;has been one of the more playful forms of writing I got to do this year. The most recent book is about Filipina singer-songwriter Olivia Rodrigo. Her album, <em>Sour,<\/em> was one of the most played in our house this year.<br \/>\n<iframe loading=\"lazy\" title=\"YouTube video player\" src=\"https:\/\/www.youtube.com\/embed\/KGczofguB0c\" width=\"560\" height=\"315\" frameborder=\"0\" allowfullscreen=\"allowfullscreen\"><\/iframe><\/p>\n<p>Aside from Rodrigo, my favorite albums of the year were Japanese Breakfast\u2019s <a href=\"https:\/\/michellezauner.bandcamp.com\/album\/jubilee\"><em>Jubilee<\/em><\/a>, Indigo de Souza\u2019s <a href=\"https:\/\/indigodesouza.bandcamp.com\/album\/any-shape-you-take\"><em>Any Shape You Take<\/em><\/a>, Jazmine Sullivan\u2019s <a href=\"https:\/\/music.youtube.com\/playlist?list=OLAK5uy_kFnHxmbrHot4G8qDwCo66fWBgxjZcTB5o\"><em>Heaux Tales<\/em><\/a>, and Bleachers\u2019 <a href=\"https:\/\/www.youtube.com\/watch?v=vvgTV5NEpu4\"><em>Take the Sadness Out of Saturday Night<\/em><\/a>. The title of this post comes from the opening track of the Bleachers album (which I am still agog over the fact that <a href=\"https:\/\/www.vulture.com\/2021\/06\/jack-antonoff-zadie-smith-wrote-bleachers-song-91.html\">Zadie Smith co-wrote<\/a>).<\/p>\n<p>I have been spending a lot of the winter listening to <a href=\"https:\/\/erisdrew.bandcamp.com\/album\/quivering-in-time\">this Eris Drew record<\/a> and to a whole bunch of stuff from <a href=\"https:\/\/djsabrinatheteenagedj.bandcamp.com\/\">DJ Sabrina the Teenage DJ<\/a> (aka the greatest artist&#8217;s name I spent time consistently listening to this year).<\/p>\n<p>Over the summer I read <a href=\"https:\/\/books.google.com\/books\/about\/Fela.html?id=xbMDyvjYIyMC\">this messy (auto?)biography of Fela Kuti<\/a> and have been slowly working my way through <em>all<\/em> of his discography. His unapologetic push for the future has been shaping much of my speculative thinking.<\/p>\n<p>I don\u2019t really follow jazz very much these days, but I can say I end up consuming\u00a0 (and loving) most of what <a href=\"https:\/\/intlanthem.bandcamp.com\/\">International Anthem<\/a> puts out. Honestly, take your pick of their 2021 releases. The recent <a href=\"https:\/\/intlanthem.bandcamp.com\/album\/forfolks\">Jeff Parker solo guitar album<\/a> is ace. <a href=\"https:\/\/intlanthem.bandcamp.com\/album\/hush-harbor-mixtape-vol-1-doxology\">This<\/a> ambient <em>thing<\/em> from Angel Bat Dawid is great. The <a href=\"https:\/\/intlanthem.bandcamp.com\/album\/fly-or-die-live\">Jaimie Branch record<\/a> is wonderful. More <a href=\"https:\/\/intlanthem.bandcamp.com\/album\/now\">Black Monuments Ensemble<\/a> and\u00a0 <a href=\"https:\/\/intlanthem.bandcamp.com\/album\/open-the-gates\">Irreversible Entanglements<\/a> albums forever, please. Honestly, you can\u2019t really go wrong.<\/p>\n<p>The two songs I listened to the most were Fiona Apple\u2019s cover of \u201cThe Whole of the Moon\u201d:<\/p>\n<p><iframe loading=\"lazy\" title=\"YouTube video player\" src=\"https:\/\/www.youtube.com\/embed\/3dZ5KjFLxgA\" width=\"560\" height=\"315\" frameborder=\"0\" allowfullscreen=\"allowfullscreen\"><\/iframe><\/p>\n<p>And Bleachers\u2019 \u201cStop Making this Hurt\u201d<\/p>\n<p><iframe loading=\"lazy\" title=\"YouTube video player\" src=\"https:\/\/www.youtube.com\/embed\/hQE0TrJbPAk\" width=\"560\" height=\"315\" frameborder=\"0\" allowfullscreen=\"allowfullscreen\"><\/iframe><\/p>\n<p>Shout-y choruses that include &#8220;Two, three, four, five, Oh God we barely survived&#8221; hit different amidst the pandemic, and I look forward to a 2022 that doesn&#8217;t require such poppy catharsis.<\/p>\n<div class=\"sharedaddy sd-sharing-enabled\"><div class=\"robots-nocontent sd-block sd-social sd-social-icon-text sd-sharing\"><h3 class=\"sd-title\">Tell people this is awesome:<\/h3><div class=\"sd-content\"><ul><li class=\"share-email\"><a rel=\"nofollow noopener noreferrer\" data-shared=\"\" class=\"share-email sd-button share-icon\" href=\"https:\/\/www.theamericancrawl.com\/?p=1981&amp;share=email\" target=\"_blank\" title=\"Click to email this to a friend\"><span>Email<\/span><\/a><\/li><li class=\"share-facebook\"><a rel=\"nofollow noopener noreferrer\" data-shared=\"sharing-facebook-1981\" class=\"share-facebook sd-button share-icon\" href=\"https:\/\/www.theamericancrawl.com\/?p=1981&amp;share=facebook\" target=\"_blank\" title=\"Click to share on Facebook\"><span>Facebook<\/span><\/a><\/li><li class=\"share-twitter\"><a rel=\"nofollow noopener noreferrer\" data-shared=\"sharing-twitter-1981\" class=\"share-twitter sd-button share-icon\" href=\"https:\/\/www.theamericancrawl.com\/?p=1981&amp;share=twitter\" target=\"_blank\" title=\"Click to share on Twitter\"><span>Twitter<\/span><\/a><\/li><li class=\"share-print\"><a rel=\"nofollow noopener noreferrer\" data-shared=\"\" class=\"share-print sd-button share-icon\" href=\"https:\/\/www.theamericancrawl.com\/?p=1981\" target=\"_blank\" title=\"Click to print\"><span>Print<\/span><\/a><\/li><li class=\"share-pinterest\"><a rel=\"nofollow noopener noreferrer\" data-shared=\"sharing-pinterest-1981\" class=\"share-pinterest sd-button share-icon\" href=\"https:\/\/www.theamericancrawl.com\/?p=1981&amp;share=pinterest\" target=\"_blank\" title=\"Click to share on Pinterest\"><span>Pinterest<\/span><\/a><\/li><li class=\"share-tumblr\"><a rel=\"nofollow noopener noreferrer\" data-shared=\"\" class=\"share-tumblr sd-button share-icon\" href=\"https:\/\/www.theamericancrawl.com\/?p=1981&amp;share=tumblr\" target=\"_blank\" title=\"Click to share on Tumblr\"><span>Tumblr<\/span><\/a><\/li><li class=\"share-reddit\"><a rel=\"nofollow noopener noreferrer\" data-shared=\"\" class=\"share-reddit sd-button share-icon\" href=\"https:\/\/www.theamericancrawl.com\/?p=1981&amp;share=reddit\" target=\"_blank\" title=\"Click to share on Reddit\"><span>Reddit<\/span><\/a><\/li><li class=\"share-linkedin\"><a rel=\"nofollow noopener noreferrer\" data-shared=\"sharing-linkedin-1981\" class=\"share-linkedin sd-button share-icon\" href=\"https:\/\/www.theamericancrawl.com\/?p=1981&amp;share=linkedin\" target=\"_blank\" title=\"Click to share on LinkedIn\"><span>LinkedIn<\/span><\/a><\/li><li class=\"share-pocket\"><a rel=\"nofollow noopener noreferrer\" data-shared=\"\" class=\"share-pocket sd-button share-icon\" href=\"https:\/\/www.theamericancrawl.com\/?p=1981&amp;share=pocket\" target=\"_blank\" title=\"Click to share on Pocket\"><span>Pocket<\/span><\/a><\/li><li class=\"share-end\"><\/li><\/ul><\/div><\/div><\/div>","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>As the picture above suggests, this was a hard year. A coffee spill in October washed away the bottom portion of my analog record keeping and there was a two-ish month period in the summer when this notebook just got lost in the chaos that was year two of global pandemic. 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